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Yesterday morning, I made sweet love to myself…On my yoga mat.In my mind.With my heart wide open. This may sound poetic or even unusual—but it was profoundly real. The Power of Mindful Movement Yoga has become one of my deepest spiritual tools. When I have a teacher who cues well, I often close my eyes […]

Falling in Love with My Body Through Yoga and Gratitude

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There’s a story I’ve never fully shared publicly until now. Because someone out there needs to hear this. For years, I lived in chronic back and hip pain. The kind of pain that makes you cry yourself to sleep… and again when you wake up. The only time I felt any relief was when I […]

From Pain to Power: How Radical Self-Love Helped Me Heal My Body

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Shame.It was the background noise of my life for as long as I can remember. Shame as a child over my body.Shame as a teenager for not looking like “them.”Shame as a young woman, trying to fit in while feeling unworthy in my own skin. And that shame… spiraled. It showed up in the way […]

Reclaiming My Body: Healing Shame Through Human Design

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Today, I’m celebrating something I never thought would be part of my story: 🎉 22 months alcohol-free. Even writing that feels surreal. Once upon a time, alcohol was a constant in my life—a go-to for celebrations, social moments, and even self-soothing. I craved it. I relied on it. It was embedded in my identity. But […]

22 Months Alcohol-Free: My Journey to Joy, Alignment, and Self-Love

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Have you ever felt like life handed you success too early—before you had the tools to truly hold it? That was my story. On the outside, I had it all. I was making six figures in my twenties, seemingly living the dream. But on the inside, I was lost. I was a child in an […]

How Hitting Rock Bottom Helped Me Grow Into the Woman I Was Meant to Be

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Are you constantly worrying about what others think? Saying yes when you really want to say no? You might be stuck in people pleasing — and it’s time to break free. Inside my membership Gratitude 365, this theme has been coming up big lately. But it’s not just my community — it’s everywhere. Most women […]

Stop People Pleasing and Start Shining: Reclaim Your Confidence with Gratitude

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