The other night I was giggling in the bed.
My husband said “who are you laughing at now?”
This is a question he asks me often bc I have so many bestie threads now and we are always laughing in between crying, and cheering each other on!
I turned to him and said “do you remember when I used to be so lonely?”
He replied “yes, I’m happy for you”
When I started hiring mentors and going on retreats back in 2017/2018, one of the reasons I did that was because I felt so alone.
Even though I had the best partner in the world, even though I have 3 plus 2 children…
Entrepreneur life is hard. Hours are not the norm.
When you work for yourself, you are by yourself or you’re paying for others to be agreeable with you bc they don’t want to lose their jobs.
My relationships were transactional.
I had amazing patients who adored me, but they all paid me and I had to keep it “professional”.
My friends were my kids friends parents and those relationships were surface level.
The life I was living and manifesting was not relatable for most. It was hard to be me. The truest expression of myself.
But then, I found a new home, in the online space. Where I was able to be me until the big C and well everything changed after that…
I showed up to retreats and didn’t feel like I needed to dim down. The women were able to receive me as I was, without judgement, or even if they were judging they were able to work through that.
It was an elevation, I didn’t know was possible.
I didn’t realize my people existed.
I never had anyone that I spoke to on the daily nor wanted to and now I have 2 besties that I’ve talked to every day since last February!
My friends now are also my clients.
They see the value of me. They cherish our time together and when they see an opportunity for growth and expansion, they jump in and pay to be in my energy.
It’s all a balance!
I give with my entire heart. I love from the core of my being and once you’re in my world my 4/6 profile will hold you close bc I value good people and I respect the F$ck out of women who show up to be the best versions of themselves.
I know you’re reading this and you can relate.
I know your social calendar is full but you don’t feel fullfilled.
I know you have people you spend time with, but you don’t let them in. You’re not able to let yourself be seen.
Because you fear being left out.
You fear not being enough.
And you fear the thought of “what if they don’t like the real me”.
So you live in a facade. Where you talk about the weather and your kids soccer games until your bored to death.
You think no one gets me…
I don’t do small talk. I can’t fake it. And I’m too empathic to be in a room with others who do.
I host retreats because, well… I love them and because I want every woman to know… YOU belong! As you are!
There are women out there ready and willing to accept you and love you for you and hold you while you heal and grow!
I offer photography at all of my events bc the shift happens immediately. You can see the change as you let go and allow yourself to receive this kind of sisterhood.
If you’re ready so am I. Rise Goddess Rise has 4 spots left. Our first call will get scheduled as soon we are complete. This is different than anything you’ve ever experienced before and I’m so excited to welcome you into my world.
Thursday is the last day to get in for the 10 week payment plan, so claim your spot now!