There’s a story I’ve never fully shared publicly until now. Because someone out there needs to hear this.
For years, I lived in chronic back and hip pain. The kind of pain that makes you cry yourself to sleep… and again when you wake up. The only time I felt any relief was when I was treating my own patients.
I tried everything:
🛏 A new mattress
🥗 A new diet
🪑 New kitchen chairs
🧘 Chiropractic care, acupuncture, you name it.
But nothing helped. I was desperate.
The Search for Relief
Looking back, I suspect Lyme disease was part of the picture, although I didn’t know it at the time. Then I stumbled across a Facebook post about diastasis recti, a separation of abdominal muscles being linked to back pain.
In my desperation, I latched onto that. And that led me to book an abdominoplasty (tummy tuck).
I didn’t ask the right questions. I rushed into it, hoping to fix myself and my pain without disrupting my life or work too much. There were red flags everywhere… but I didn’t want to see them.
The Surgery That Changed Everything
The surgery was traumatic. I was sliced from hip to hip. And even worse? It didn’t fix anything. When the bandages came off, my stomach was swollen and unrecognizable. Two days post-op, I joined a Facebook group only to find 90% of these procedures go wrong.
To top it off, my drains were removed too early, and I spent weeks driving into NYC for painful fluid removals.
It felt like some cosmic joke. I had finally reached a place where I loved myself… and then I did this to my body. For nothing.
The Turning Point: Radical Self-Love
Except it wasn’t for nothing. My journey as a 6-line in Human Design is filled with experimentation, trial, and deep wisdom.
Out of this experience came a breakthrough:
✨ Radical Self-Love Day was born.
✨ My pain taught me how to listen to my body.
✨ I began shadow work… and that’s when everything shifted.
The more I faced my inner wounds, the lighter I felt—physically and emotionally.
The weight began to fall off.
The pain disappeared.
And I found what I call heaven on earth.
The Real Transformation Was Within
You see, nothing “fixed” my body.
Not the surgery.
Not the supplements.
Not the treatments.
The healing began when I learned to love myself. To listen to my intuition. To understand my design.
And that’s the message I want to share with you:
You are not broken.
Your body is not your enemy.
Your healing begins when you stop trying to fix yourself—and start trying to know yourself.
Learn to Hear the Voice of Truth
Inside you are two voices:
- The voice of doubt
- And the voice of truth
When you learn how to discern between them, everything changes.
Your body responds.
Your life aligns.
And your power returns.
✨ You were created perfectly, just as you are.
✨ You were designed with purpose.
✨ You are enough.
Ready to Heal from Within?
If you’re ready to stop outsourcing your worth and start living in full energetic alignment, I invite you to join my FREE Human Design Masterclass.
🌀 Discover your unique energetic blueprint
🌀 Learn how your design reveals hidden emotional blocks
🌀 Begin your journey back home—to yourself
Your healing is already within you. Let’s uncover it together. 💫
