June 10, 2011 This morning I woke up and could only think about Ben. This life that I called in.
For 2 1/2 years I was single. Longing for what it would be like to be a trophy wife. To have a a man who is emotionally stable, financially stable and mentally stable to take me shopping and to fancy dinners… and at the same time that I was dreaming of that, I had other dreams of being a successful healer and spiritual leader. To have a thriving business.
I had so many dreams… I had so many desires
And now in 44 days I’ve felt loved and seen more than I in my whole life. Benjamin introduced me to a whole new way of thinking, doing and being.
Ahhhhh I was so in love . I felt so so grateful. I decided to send Ben a text.
Me: Happy Anniversary Lover Ben: Happy Anniversary beautiful Me: I can’t stop thinking about you Ben: I know the feeling
Me: I think you should leave work and come over . Ben: That’s very tempting
Me: I’ll leave the door open and meet you in the bedroom. Ben: I’m on my way
The rest of day 44 is for the book .
Ben Lover and I were talking about hosting a masterclass together!! Who’s in for that??