June 4, 2011 Waking up this morning I am excited and nervous all in one. Was I really going to introduce Mikey to a guy? I’ve never done this before. In the 2.5 years I was a single mom, I never brought Mikey around any other men…
What would it be like? Would they like each other? Would they get along?
I mean I manifested a man that respected me 𝑎𝑛𝑑 my son. It 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 just be 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡 right? Me: Hey Mikey do you want to go to dinner tonight with mommy’s friend?
Mikey: which friend mama?
Me: my friend Benjamin, he’s a lot of fun
Mikey: ok mama. Let’s go have fun with Benjamin.
That night was fun and so was the first year to follow. As for the perfect part, well if there’s one thing in life I’ve learned there is no perfect. There’s perfect moments for sure, but nothing is perfect 24/7. The sooner you are able to detach from the need to be perfect, the sooner life gets to flow.
The perception of perfection is just that, an illusion, not reality. Everyone is living through something, 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑜𝑛𝑒. Even at the level of ultimate happiness, there’s always something.
The difference is how we react to things. The difference is our emotional intelligence. I’ve grown up a lot over the last 10 years. These moments, this experience made me expand and grow.
I could’ve never imagined my life being like this, but I can tell you I actively manifested what you see. You really can have anything your heart desires, but the things you ask for come with tests or lessons. The way you respond determines the level of you reward.
Once you know that, understand that and then learn to forgive yourself, that’s when you reach the ultimate happiness. True unconditional love