Day 38

June 4, 2011 Waking up this morning I am excited and nervous all in one. Was I really going to introduce Mikey to a guy? Iโ€™ve never done this before. In the 2.5 years I was a single mom, I never brought Mikey around any other men…
What would it be like? Would they like each other? Would they get along?
I mean I manifested a man that respected me ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ my son. It ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘‘ just be ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘“๐‘’๐‘๐‘ก right? Me: Hey Mikey do you want to go to dinner tonight with mommyโ€™s friend?
Mikey: which friend mama?
Me: my friend Benjamin, heโ€™s a lot of fun
Mikey: ok mama. Letโ€™s go have fun with Benjamin.

That night was fun and so was the first year to follow. As for the perfect part, well if thereโ€™s one thing in life Iโ€™ve learned there is no perfect. Thereโ€™s perfect moments for sure, but nothing is perfect 24/7. The sooner you are able to detach from the need to be perfect, the sooner life gets to flow.

The perception of perfection is just that, an illusion, not reality. Everyone is living through something, ๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’. Even at the level of ultimate happiness, thereโ€™s always something.

The difference is how we react to things. The difference is our emotional intelligence. Iโ€™ve grown up a lot over the last 10 years. These moments, this experience made me expand and grow.

I couldโ€™ve never imagined my life being like this, but I can tell you I actively manifested what you see. You really can have anything your heart desires, but the things you ask for come with tests or lessons. The way you respond determines the level of you reward.

Once you know that, understand that and then learn to forgive yourself, thatโ€™s when you reach the ultimate happiness. True unconditional love



It is my pleasure to work with you on your emotional, mental, and physical being. Iโ€™m here to help you find the balance and connection between your mind, body and soul. We were all brought here for a reason and to fulfill a purpose. Itโ€™s time to become the best version of YOU. You deserve it and it is my mission in life to help you achieve that. I truly believe you have the power to create the life youโ€™ve always desired.- and I can help you. Iโ€™m looking forward to learning and growing with you! XO Shilamida

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