Day 24

May 20, 2011 ππ‘π—Όπ§πž 𝐑𝐒𝐧𝐠𝐬. π…π«π’πžπ§π 𝐜𝐚π₯π₯𝐒𝐧𝐠 (different friend from days ago) Me: Hello
Friend: Hey, how’s it going?
Me: great!! How are you?
Friend: Good haven’t spoken to you in a while. Me: yeah I’ve been busy.
Friend: so I’ve heard Me: oh yeah
Friend: yeah Me: cool
Friend: you want to tell me something
Me: feeling all kinds of uncomfortable… well I met someone… Friend: so I’ve heard
Me: oh, ok… Friend: and??
Me: and I think I’m in love. He’s amazing. We are so connected…
𝐢𝑒𝑑𝑠 π‘šπ‘’ π‘œπ‘“π‘“
Friend: 𝐀𝐧𝐝???
Me: and we are planning all these things. Friend: and isn’t there anything else?
Me: well he has a wife.
Friend: don’t you think you should of told π’Žπ’† that??? Me: well I’m telling you that.
Friend: don’t you think you should’ve told me this π‘ π‘œπ‘œπ‘›π‘’π‘Ÿ?
Me: well we haven’t spoken and this wasn’t exactly FB news (until 10 years later ) Friend: π‘†β„Žπ‘–π‘™, you know what I lived through with my husband right??
Me: π‘¦π‘’π‘Žβ„Ž…
Friend: so don’t π‘¦π‘œπ‘’ think you should’ve told π’Žπ’†? Don’t I have a right to know??
Me: well I wasn’t keeping it from you. I’m not sure what my relationship has to do with you and your husband….
But I would soon find out, I was about to take responsibility for π‘’π‘£π‘’π‘Ÿπ‘¦π‘œπ‘›π‘’β€™π‘  cheating husband.
All of a sudden I became the punching bag for every friend who was ever cheated on. People were talking behind my back. My β€œfriends” all knew and were shaming me and blaming me for all the things.
Somehow my relationship was triggering everyone around me as they were finding out. Everyone had an π’π’‘π’Šπ’π’Šπ’π’. I got off the phone and texted Ben.
Me: Hi I miss you.
Ben: Hi princess, Happy Anniversary Me:
Ben: is it time for Puerto Rico yet?
Me: ahhh next week!!! Yayyy love you. Ben: love you more
Another friend who I needed to let go along the way. She came around though and we are more in alignment now.
But back then my existence triggered her every being bc of what she was living through.
We have no idea what people are living though. The things that we do or don’t do effects people different bc of perception based on their reality. Not ours.
In the end you have to do you boo you will never make everyone happy and you will trigger people no matter
what. I could’ve walked away from Ben bc my friend was mad and given up the best 10 years of my life imagine
that?
Stop focusing on what people think and what their opinion is and π’‡π’π’π’π’π’˜ π’šπ’π’–π’“ 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕. I am grateful I did

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